Be bold enough to face that situation eating your mind; strong winds make a skillful sailor.
The fears eventually build resilience, strength and experience only when you have conquered them; which you can!
What makes you happy? If it does not kill, tarnish your image or demean your faith, don't be afraid to go for it.
If you don't, no one will. Remember, you may care for others, love others, wish others well but YOU ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN YOUR LIFE. There is no one as beautiful and unique as you!